On the edge, of breaking. Ready to explode at any moment. Annoyance, impatience and too much running around. I hate having to cancel plans and say i can't make it, i'm sorry=( I hate having to choose between important things and not knowing what to do cos theres so much expected of you. And it just sucks that i have to cancel on people i miss the most, while they go out and enjoy their holidays, we'll be living in our new home and all i can hope is that we won't explode too soon cos theres just too many things to do. That one second you take a step back, you'll see how those dark circles are creeping up like a neverending abyss and how the snapping could actually do damage, one day baby, i promise.