On the edge, of breaking. Ready to explode at any moment. Annoyance, impatience and too much running around. I hate having to cancel plans and say i can't make it, i'm sorry=( I hate having to choose between important things and not knowing what to do cos theres so much expected of you. And it just sucks that i have to cancel on people i miss the most, while they go out and enjoy their holidays, we'll be living in our new home and all i can hope is that we won't explode too soon cos theres just too many things to do. That one second you take a step back, you'll see how those dark circles are creeping up like a neverending abyss and how the snapping could actually do damage, one day baby, i promise.

Comfort

And at times like these, its unimaginable. To be that comfortable with everything. Go with the flow of the day and do what we like. Eat good food with the best company. I'll rush now, because time presses on like that talk we haven't had in ages. I miss the girls so much, cos as much as we have changed, nothing really has changed.

Faces

I looked at her, i saw unhappiness through. I looked to my left, i saw a trusted face with one too many stress lines. On my right, sat one who could see me through no questions asked, yet the eyes weren't brightly lit as they used to be. Yet, around us, spurts of laughter, of twinkly smiles. Whats happending to us, asks the mirror. Flicker of disappointment never fails the watching eye. We know all to well. Deal with these expectations first and get past it. You should know these things, honey. Its no surprise.

The days will get by, the strands from black to white. Sometimes i wonder whats the point of all this. The amount of effort put in surely can't equal to what comes out of it. Its just that frown is settling into your face and all i want to do, is wipe it off with a nice big wet tissue.

Holidays, by our definition.