I don't know.

Theres a saying, but i can't remember how it goes, but its something like you shouldn't laugh to much or be too happy because the next minute you'd end up crying.

I get it, my week of the 360 degree emotion roller coaster.
Too much doubt, too little faith. Totally unfair, but I got to prove something.
And you wouldn't believe how much i've learnt in this past couple of days, I wish i didn't have to against my dear, but they made it in such away, and the same feeling was shared. Babe, i really really hope you'll still be there for us, but i learnt something from you that day, when we were outside the class. And that is to address the issue and not the problem(which is from dennis) but I get what you mean, and thank you for believing in me.

It was a test, of friendship as well, but we're stronger than that. We've gone through alot of ups and downs together and this is just one of them. I love you for telling me how you feel, and listening to me when i asked you to, even though you would have probably wanted to turn the other way. I'm sorry all these tears were shed, but i'm not gonna lose you. Sorry thats just not a option=)

Anyways, a whole bunch of homework and tests are piling up, 3 tests this week? and many more to come, termtests in exactly 2 weeks from Monday.
Time to make a nerd.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!