Can't take my eyes off you.

I have this weird thing about bloging at other people's houses, or maybe its just clements.
Time check: 3.40am; DNA-is-very-important-go-eat-shit-and-die.

I'm glad things are kinda settled, we've only got less than 24 hours till june. And damn, june will be fun. Even though we start with term tests, the rest of the month will make up for it, trust me. Last night was enough to last me another turmoil of emotions.
Crash and burn; when everything, everything you've ever been sad, regretted, missed, angry, happy, thankful, worried, confused, understanding, irritated, guilty, appreciative and well, emo about. There it goes, down the drain.
I'm a girl, forgive me. But thanks for being there when i really needed it, and listening to me when i couldn't explain it to anyone else. Cos i couldn't put it into words that you'd understand, you're still there to listen to my crap, no questions asked. Even though hell, i ask a truckload of meaningless questions.
(And sometimes, you'll get hit smack right in the face, that denial sucks, even though its the first step to everything else.)
Time check: 3.48am; freak why is the sleeping monster sleeping?-__-

And so it is,
just like you said it would be.
Life goes easy on me,
most of the time.
And so it is,
The shorter story.
No love, no glory.
No hero in her sky.

Time check: 3.52am; and so it is.

Maybe i should go back to my notes, but its hard when you're so distracted and no its not about whats around me that makes my mind wander. Its something i can't stop thinking about, one of the things i'll never tell you.

I can't wait, for friday, whoooooo. Finally karaoke with the girls! and actually dressing up for a cause=)

Time check: 3.55; edema-zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzz.

A.N.G.E.L

Its too early in the morning, manu lost=(
I have a sleeping monster on my couch. His lecture is in 10 mins-_-
PIG -_-"
For the second week in a row, no school today.
WHOOT Yes we'll go study in school.
I spent the whole day yesterday with oooopaulalaa. Thanks for everything babe, and don't think too much about the whole group thing. People change, we can't stop that, but i'm still here no matter how many times you attack me. Haha! We'll make a plan kay, but starting with after my exams!=)

One day i'll learn.
To accept things the way they are,
and not question every single thing you do.
Just cos it sucks, that i just don't love you nomore.

and just for fun.
http://www.youthalive.com.sg/ - Animating Talent.

Dear mr president, come take a walk with me.

One glance, one wave and everything lost.
My heart's sinking into the abyss.
Too different, out of the line that draws comfort.
I'm thinking what you're thinking what i'm thinking.
We're thinking too much.
Procrastination brings us nowhere.
Doubt might kill us all.
Still the sun shines in my face,
promising better days to come.

I don't know.

Theres a saying, but i can't remember how it goes, but its something like you shouldn't laugh to much or be too happy because the next minute you'd end up crying.

I get it, my week of the 360 degree emotion roller coaster.
Too much doubt, too little faith. Totally unfair, but I got to prove something.
And you wouldn't believe how much i've learnt in this past couple of days, I wish i didn't have to against my dear, but they made it in such away, and the same feeling was shared. Babe, i really really hope you'll still be there for us, but i learnt something from you that day, when we were outside the class. And that is to address the issue and not the problem(which is from dennis) but I get what you mean, and thank you for believing in me.

It was a test, of friendship as well, but we're stronger than that. We've gone through alot of ups and downs together and this is just one of them. I love you for telling me how you feel, and listening to me when i asked you to, even though you would have probably wanted to turn the other way. I'm sorry all these tears were shed, but i'm not gonna lose you. Sorry thats just not a option=)

Anyways, a whole bunch of homework and tests are piling up, 3 tests this week? and many more to come, termtests in exactly 2 weeks from Monday.
Time to make a nerd.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

All i can ask for.

Second week of school, left me confused with a smile.
Mahjong, a game i'll never learn; sounds i can never run from.
Cooking mee goreng at 4am, lessons on how to hold chopsticks.
Wolverine is hot, mall cop is not.
Yet they sit infront of me talking about genetics and somehow my heart hurts.
But its too late now, never look back.
No spilt milk, just unspilt everything else.
A couple hours of sleep, movie marathon with full attendence,
and one by one they fall off to sleep, leaving the insomnia-ns to talk about everything on the earth, to try to attempt to explain love and girls and everybody's whacked up emotions but ending up with a simple i don't know.
Java chip with the best catching up session in the whole wide world, missed eye candy.
This sem is starting to be slack but we all know at the back of our heads, we gotta pull those socks up.
Priorities have changed, for once.
Its not about other people, not about me or you.
Its about time;
we realised.

I hope its not about you,
yet my thoughts wander every single moment alone.
I shouldn't take long bus rides by myself,
It can't be about you.

Stolen labtops, unbroken smiles, broken hearts, never-ending laughter, secret languages, hidden smiles, a hell lot of randomness.

The world might just be covered in tissue, who knows?