You're that close, so try harder.

By the time you read this i'll probably be gone, somewhere in jalan ulu malaysia. My tummy hurts and its not a good sign. Signs, i wish i knew sometimes seriously. The way you look at me scares the hell outta me but still makes me smile at the butterflies in my dear tummy and my hands still grow cold. dammit we're back to square one.

Its only 4 days, i'll be back! till then, i hope i love you. kaythanksbye.