Hide in my hole and reminisce.

You know the days that you don't wanna talk to anyone, and just sit by yourself and think? I wish i could spend my life like that but there'll come one day when i just want a little more than the usual.
We've gone over this 9 million times, how everyone has changed so much blah blah blah blah blah. But it hits you the most when you've realised how much you've changed and the ones closest to you just aren't the same anymore. Who said change was bad right? but who ever said it was good?
Okay okay, maybe i should go back to Regular blogging. Holidays have come and its always the same, this long long span of time where you've got nothing to do. Great fun isn't it? Except i find myself always feeling tired and i always want to sleep. It just makes you feel older and the more i talk about my 18th coming up the worst it is. Slightly less then 5 months and i know that thats gonna just fly by.

But it seems if you close your eyes for just a minute, everythings different by the time you open them. I think i'd rather sit in this dark room and watch So you think you can dance=) bye.