I don't know what i'm doing.

By procrastinating, i blog.
Study week is pretty much failing, too many distractions.
I feel like throwing my phone away.
I miss night studies in school cos today it felt exactly the same except the people were different. I miss the missing people.
I am hating principles of physical and inorganic chemistry and their freakin moles.
I adore siglap.
I remain confused.
I take alot of things for granted because i think i don't want them, but when they're gone theres an empty feeling.
I don't want to have to choose.
I hate cocky boys and its worse when they become needy.
Today, in school i died, and people laughed-_-
I hate how many birthday's there are this week cos i just have to prioritize, so Happy birthday to PAU!, my hot stuff bro, WAFAH, the small one, to jilly, and to my other bro-from-another-mother(your so old!)
I should stop talking about myself and go back to studying.
One last thing, I hate how I feel so icky and I can't wait for the hols so i can go running=)