i'm running away so deal.

I'm getting used to being and bum and doing what i do best. But at the same time i feel so detached. I haven't seen everyone since forever since nobody's counting monday. Half the time i feel like running over to buu's, or abi's or pau's house to feed them cake because i'm so terribly bored and missing them like shit. I had gelato today and it felt wrong, well besides the fact that it was a 15 dollar take away tub, it was just different and i think you know why.

And now everything's just poly,poly,poly. There's nothing else to talk about, well besides 'when are we going out'. My interest in boys has gone dangerously low, i mean i'm still hanging out with the whole bunch but interest? I wonder where that went. And tomorrow comes the results, fuck i'd better get biomed. PLEASE TP=(

Job hunting and without trying, ikea people call and so now i'm telling you, i'm totally gone on the days; 29th, 1st, 8th, 9th and 16th. Well unless you wanna go for a late dinner or supper or something. Don't even bother. Sry in advance.

Today, i spoke to my mum, and she's in Orange County -_- well she seemed disappointed that i wasn't in jc but i managed to convince her that poly was the right place for me=)

OMG, i saw justin yesterday and i think he is the only guy that i will actually date- who smokes. Yes. i'm sorry, i will try to control the drool but i don't know what i've got with him but maybe its cos he's such a flirt. But the heart has reasons which the heart know not of=D but but i know it'll never work out, its the whole cruel to be kind thing. Yeah i've been playing that game a bit too much.

P.S. If buu wants to lose 8kg, and become a supermodel-_-' i'm going on a diet, so ice-creams and sweets are out, i'll try to withstand the chocolate, but i'm afraid that means less of coffee as well.


I'm missing you and trying to busy myself in hopes of distraction,
but baby, it always comes back to you.