i'm running away so deal.

I'm getting used to being and bum and doing what i do best. But at the same time i feel so detached. I haven't seen everyone since forever since nobody's counting monday. Half the time i feel like running over to buu's, or abi's or pau's house to feed them cake because i'm so terribly bored and missing them like shit. I had gelato today and it felt wrong, well besides the fact that it was a 15 dollar take away tub, it was just different and i think you know why.

And now everything's just poly,poly,poly. There's nothing else to talk about, well besides 'when are we going out'. My interest in boys has gone dangerously low, i mean i'm still hanging out with the whole bunch but interest? I wonder where that went. And tomorrow comes the results, fuck i'd better get biomed. PLEASE TP=(

Job hunting and without trying, ikea people call and so now i'm telling you, i'm totally gone on the days; 29th, 1st, 8th, 9th and 16th. Well unless you wanna go for a late dinner or supper or something. Don't even bother. Sry in advance.

Today, i spoke to my mum, and she's in Orange County -_- well she seemed disappointed that i wasn't in jc but i managed to convince her that poly was the right place for me=)

OMG, i saw justin yesterday and i think he is the only guy that i will actually date- who smokes. Yes. i'm sorry, i will try to control the drool but i don't know what i've got with him but maybe its cos he's such a flirt. But the heart has reasons which the heart know not of=D but but i know it'll never work out, its the whole cruel to be kind thing. Yeah i've been playing that game a bit too much.

P.S. If buu wants to lose 8kg, and become a supermodel-_-' i'm going on a diet, so ice-creams and sweets are out, i'll try to withstand the chocolate, but i'm afraid that means less of coffee as well.


I'm missing you and trying to busy myself in hopes of distraction,
but baby, it always comes back to you.

roll it girl.

Results are tomorrow, and i'm freaking out. Its just so final and thats what is getting to me. Its a done deal where i'm going to spend the next two years. It feels like the end of everything, and the beginning of some unknown.
I think i need to reminisce for a lil.
Fuck, i don't even know where to start but i don't know where i'll be without my girlfriends. They are ma life man! Hah, the things we've gone through, damn. The parties every fortnight will be remembered and hopefully the next shall be mine=) even though we were talking about it, pasu is the next ones. School will start and i'll be gone, caught up in orientation and hot guys and my bio nerdness. Where i have to be nice and refusing to mass dance and/or dragon boat. I'll try living in denial but apparently that does not work no matter how hard we try. Really. My social life is about to deflate and die in a corner and if abi and sonia don't come pick me up from school half the time and i don't crash buu's house everyday to be nerds and study together and also cos her sister's gonna be my bio tutor=) and if pau doesn't join me in tpjc, i will just fucking die.


I'm really gonna work hard, no more sleeping in class and hecking everything else, i'll learn from abi and kill anyone who calls me after midnight. Just promise me something, just be there alright? I think alot of people died after results, or rather became non existent. And the sad thing is theres nothing much i can do about it. All i'm asking for you is just to NOT DIE. kay? pretty simple eh?

Sorrow for the lack of peektures but head over to abi's or pau's for that or even randi's for the decor on sat=)



I can get so emotional sometimes, but i know you'll always be there for me. Its like a sixth sense we've developed, knowing when one of us isn't alright. I promise you my heart, really and i'm begging you not to leave me alone. At night, i'll call you, heck i'll call you before, during and after school and even after that and you'll just have to deal because i love you even more than i can promise or even put into words. Don't go.


It ends tomorrow and i don't know what to do.
Oh and p.s. i love you, happy valentine's day babes=)

Adult's Play.

Aye, so much has happened along with Cheena new year. Had a dinner on wednesday and then partied at clarke quay, i heart indian clubs. But yeah, getting hit on by a 25 year old electronics engineer is not funny at all. Still awesome music is all i will ever need. Bummed at home and baked which my cake got burnt but the lesson learnt is with icing, everybody's happy. haha yeah cancelled on a few people, oops. don't kill me. my life is like bum. Friday, damn the pictures will speak but lepaking is the best thing with your camera cept battery died half way through, but walk through bugis to little india, totally cool. And then practically zoomed back home for dinner and went out again to meet the abs, sons and jessie. All i will ever need is coffee=D Saturday was mission impossible so no one say anything. I've been downgraded from starbucks to mc cafe. EW.
Note: WHERES THE BUU AND PAU!







Meanwhile, the pictures i stole from the pasu, yeah there are still more so just ask away alrights my dahrlings just ask me for the rest=D






dance with me darling,
dance the night away.

Partay yo!

Phew, i just gotta say, thank god its a new week. Last week was madness. From birthday to birthday to this to that and it ended in an emotional roller coaster, as per the norm. Kay so i don't remember what happened before wednesday so deal. Lunch with niveda, suria and christian. Hah he paid! and then they insisted we go for a movie (i had to go shopping=( ) but we went and damn! quite an alright movie, entertained my thriller side, so you can imagine we screamed alot. It was godzilla meets blair witch project and basically the only thing i appreciated was the filming -_-.

Further on, let me just say BITCHES. they all lied to me, giving different excuses like they had school and other plans and all their wonderful bull. Yeah i got surprised! haha it was cool cept everyone had to leave early cos of their wonderful school the next day. But THANK and THANK somemore. I lost my buzz lightyear balloons=( oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME=D

Friday comes the boo'ss birthday, and this time it was a surprise for her! YEAH. i now think we should surprise everyone on their birthday- wait is this a new tradition? ever since abnia?- totally cool. So we meaning pau, son and i met the harms and we ended up stuffing ourselves full at bu's house. I hoped she liked her 17 muffins.Then we went to the airport and then to parkway, damn the tiring day, and in the end rae met us for awhile and abi came LAST. haha half of the day, i was like 'wheres abi when i need her?' cos nobody else would get our inside jokes. W.L.

Saturday, YEAH PARTAY. hmmm i hoped everyone had fun. What surprised me was i really didn't plan much cept for the food stuffs. Which was cool. Well i'll let pictures speak for themselves eh?





HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMREETA!



Its my party and you're not invited.