drowning?

YO! i blogged finally, didn't really care. Oops people might kill me for this, but yes i do have a life. haha kay so GRAD NIGHT, hmmmm it was ALRIGHT, the after party so rocked and by that i mean pac pacific and booze not fran sevarius winning prom queen. Then, its basically going out and spending time with the girls. Monday was class chalet followed on to tuesday and then the drama farewell/ chalet which was kinda cool. Buu and i arrived sooo early and they didn't let us in! then we got fooled and then attacked by water balloons, with buu taking revenge by repeatedly throwing her shoes at them! hahah, fun. but yeah it was cool, esp the tealight ceremony, and then the truth or truth. :) then abs, son and i stayed over, and i freakin died man. Don't know why i die all the time, really but was awoken by some asshole ringing the doorbell at 2.07. son of a weirdo! Wednesday was uhh. i think i died or something,nah i went to the gym! and then one hour of badminton. thursday was job hunting with son of a gun. haha i want STARBUCKS =( and today was lovely. just lovely. hahaha beached with abs and son. God, i'm spending too much time with them man. But who cares i love them:)
Yeah i know they're not in order but deal with it:)












You tell me that you need me.
Then you go and cut me down,
You don't fool me boy
and I swear I'm not going to fall for you.

I guess trying hard isn't good enough.

So i'm spending my days, bumming at home and just thinking, well actually getting bored and then totally camwhoring, yes me camwhoring. Right. Moving on, I'm just gonna say it, I'm fucking scared of well, everything. Looking at what i did today meaning, going for the acjc dep audition and getting back my hindi results, i relised as much as we're in our party mode, we can't really run away from the Os. Its there! and darling its not going nowhere. Fuck prelims man, really. The feeling is crap. And hindi, god where do i start, how bout its just not fair? We worked shit hard and it turns out crap, i mean i'm fine with me c6 but come on, i always get a 6 and after tons of tution and studying i STILL get a freakin 6, fuck the hard paper man. Theres such a thing as deserving, and nobody deserved what they got for hindi, really. I realised that its probably ACJC or nothing as in i'm not gonna rot in sa or tp or cj or suffer in mj even though it would be shit fun with buu. So what i'm saying is its ac or poly, yup and i'm decided really. :)

JOY I HATE YOU. :D
I WANT TEN POINTS =(

someone called me beautiful yesterday,
and i blushed.
i'm such a girl.

Freedom?

Heyho! The O's are over and yes thats what everybodys talking about, but after months of studying, you're finally free and i think we have the right to rub it in, especially to the dudes taking their As. :)
Its been a good past week, mostly going out with the girls and i really don't know what i'll do without them. boys? pfft who needs them? After diwali, which was cool, visiting and then money and then disco. A good one thing year :) plus i had fantastic clothes! I've done tons of shopping and have yet to do more which i kinda doubt hence the empty wallet. DADDY!!!

I realised i've been much louder and more spontaenous(sp) lately, which is cool. Also trying to make up my mind faster and decide on the spot. Doing things for the moment like kissing :) well after much giggling involved. Truth or Dare, you'd expect no less eh? I wanna dye my hair but what colour? suggestions? Or leave just the cool way it is?

Grad nights coming, and the hype kinda died down or maybe i never really got into it cos well i've got everything meaning my dress and all, so i never really needed to go shopping and do whatever else crap. don't think i'll do my hair in a saloon and my nails can go to hell, seriously. Maybe i'll straighten it myself but that probably won't work out. We'll see.

I don't wanna leave everything and everyone but the holidays could be a fun roller coster ride with all the parties and the turkey trip. Damn, can't wait.
and i'm gonna call you, i promise.


Aakansha's birthday lunch :)

look! SAD!

note: the hair!!! :D

oops.

i miss the old times.

this was AFTER.

my last day of actual studying.

cabbing to pick up grandma!

BIBI :D

i'm sorry i tried but the light just killed it.