Saturday, August 25, 2007

I need to find my way back into love.

I realised we're all dying slowly, withering away in our own mudholes, bit by bit disintegrating into the earth and whats left? A quivering brain and shit. Yupp. Studied with Pasu today which was sorta productive yet not. I still have so much to do and well, who doesn't.

Three people asked me if i was going to JC or Poly today, at the first, i shrugged, the second who somehow assumed i was going to JC, i replied 'how do you know?' and the third, who at first i ignored and then answered after like an hour which in the end just got me more confused. I don't know dammit. Really, i mean after all those hours spent contemplating over this idiotic beyond idiot decision that we'll have to make sooner or later, i'm left with nothing but interests, background and dreams. EH. :( I guess it all down to believing in yourself now and doing your best which means me getting off the com now.

If the perfect guy was right in front of you and he was available, as in a possibility, what would you do?

happy studying ya'll.

and i'm not gonna go all crushing on him again, just because we've become so much closer. I like it now, this way, where we trust each other and talk late into the night. And switch off only because he has chemistry and i have maths. :)

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