I realised last night that money is literally everything. And i question why.
I guess i was being really pessimistic yesterday.
Went out with mel to mustafa. and mel was like a little kid in toyland. Haha
I got bored after awhile watching mel spend her never-ending-sum-of-money like water. I being broke and after declaring backruptcy, i could only realise that i might have to go through life like that and i would have to deal with the fact.
We then went to Siglap centre, which in a sense has become like a fourth home.
I talked to my mom on sunday. and the truth is i don't know her anymore. and the conversation was really awkward and i don't know. and then she suddenly wanted to talk to my sister when she had already talked to her. And that was like after 5 mins of talking to her. Ah i don't know what to do, or how to feel, or react.
On saturday, i went to vivo with abi and sonia for the topshop fashion show which was really cool but the stick-thin-blond-giants of models all wore leggings. which i guess is like the really in thing now. Oh well. I then went all the way to pasir ris to go to uncle suraj's house to play the god-for-sake chess. i lost to my brother. and then we went to downtown east to eat chicken rice and indulge in ben and jerry's ice cream. but it wasn't that fantastic. and then we came back and i lost again in a friendly against uncle suraj. Oh well. i still think i'm good at chess. :)
On sunday, sonia and i went to vivo again to get her top we just walked around till it was like 6 and we didn't even realise it. I went back home and had rojak for dinner. :D i love rojak!
Yeah i just had the longest conversation with a friend from canada and it was good.
P.S. I hate it when people migrate. it sucks. totally.