Stronger= Fighter

Let me just say if you didn't read the previous post, it won't actually make sense. So yeah after a little quiet reflection, i realise i'm better than this. I mean here are these 2 strangers calling me a loser when i don't even know them. Claiming that i like her boyfriend. When i have better things to do and better guys to like. So conclude. Two strangers with nothing bettter to do on a Sunday night, somehow get my email and prank IM me. Can i call it that? Yeah. I'm better than some strangers. Oh and for the previos post, i beg your utmost pardon for my foul vulgary. I apologise sincerly for when i'm angry. I guess i'm really angry. Angry=Unhappy=Hungry. HAH. On a lighter note here, have fun, http://expo-xxx.blogspot.com/. Just read it trust me. :)
Oh and i'm doing just fine.

The Sindhis Attack.

HAha. Kay today went for sindhi soccer with marie tagging along and the turn out was much more than i thought. And the usual mingling, and shit went on. He was there. I as usual just walked on while looking at him out of the corner of my eye. We really got some hot stuff tonight babe. Marie and i planned to go to the Concert of Choral something at VCH which was really near the padang where the infamous soccer was going on. And when we walked towards VCH, we passed him and he was like 'so cannot say hi, la.' and i was like 'Hi!' hehe was funny. we found out that the box office hadn't opened yet and thus went back and then went for lunch at taco bell. I got the ever-yummy quesidillas. :D Yeah and then went back to the padang for a while more. Aunt florence came with Shanna and we left for VCH for the concert, after i waved bye to the idiot well fine, HIM. After the concert which was pretty okay, the voices were kinda intimidating yet impressive. Hah and some parts were really funny. Oh after saying bye to all of them, we headed off again past the deserted padang and then marie wanted to go to this fashion, after that we went to taco bell again at Funan. and guess who was there. Him. Yeah so got a pizza meal thing and they left. [meaning the whole group of guys] yeah. and after that he messages saying 'why didn't you say hi' FOOL. like why the hell can't HE say hi. and i told him 'well, cannot say bye?' and he replyed 'i wanted to' Fool, i asked him 'then, why didn't you?' and he blatantly ignored the question, he freakin thinks he plays like ronaldo. WOW. And i nicely told him that 'my friend thinks you play like [a] pro. and nicely he can say 'Really?' and i was like 'no i'm just lying to you for fun' and what can he tell me 'bad joke' WELL. **** him man. i replyed him sadly 'forget it. no point talking to you'. I'm heartbroken.

OH AND THIS FUCKER. here's his email. brendon_acacius@hotmail.com
Kept talking to me.

brendon_acacius@hotmail.com says:
YOU'RE having guy probelms?
brendon_acacius@hotmail.com says:
YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME
brendon. eighteen visions says:
why? the guy doesn't like you huh?
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
dude who are you.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
expected.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
who'd want someone like you please.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
what.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
guy problems my ass lah, i bet it's all fake
brendon. eighteen visions says:
just to get people's attention
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
dude what is your problem?
brendon. eighteen visions says:
your face.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
Well i got your attention.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
I GUESS IT WORKED.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
yeah, stop lying to yourself and to others lah
brendon. eighteen visions says:
i think you're guy problem is: NO GUY WANTS YOU?
brendon. eighteen visions says:
well, here's a useful tip
brendon. eighteen visions says:
you could try going to some homo club
brendon. eighteen visions says:
you'll fit in there perfectly
brendon. eighteen visions says:
COS YOU LOOK LIKE ONE.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
okay hold it there.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
i don't even know you.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
it's doesn't matter.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
well it kinda does.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
to you maybe
brendon. eighteen visions says:
people like you should just go up to the highest of buildings and jump down, get someone to bring your body up, and throw it down again

brendon. eighteen visions says:
cmon man, talk
brendon. eighteen visions says:
the last time i remembered, you had lots of stuff to say to me

I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
fuck. i don't even know you!

brendon. eighteen visions says:
why, i don't give a shit.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
and pfft, your grammar is screwed.
brendon. eighteen visions says:
it's I AM having guy problems
brendon. eighteen visions says:
reading that is gonna give people sore eyes.
I having guy problems. Talk to me or rather not. says:
well i don't either, FOOL.
1. FUCK OFF.
2. GET A LIFE.
3. STOP BOTHERING ME.
4. FUCK OFF. Again.

There. Happy?
P.S. I didn't know guys were such ASSHOLES.
P.S.S. My perfect night. OH it just got better.

This FUCKER is his girlfriend.

linnadele@hotmail.com says:
HI! brendon wants me to tell you that you're a loser (:
Just leave me alone. says:
wow. you're actually happy listening to him.
Just leave me alone. says:
i guess it's just like primary school. i don't friend her so you can't friend her too.
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
no, i knew you were a loser before?
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
just that i didnt sound it.
Just leave me alone. says:
and how is that darling.
Just leave me alone. says:
i don't even know you.
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
exactly.
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
how the hell did you even get my msn, add me, & tell me you like my boyfriend?
Just leave me alone. says:
WHAT.
Just leave me alone. says:
who is your bf?
Just leave me alone. says:
GOD.
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
weird, no?
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
brendon?
Just leave me alone. says:
BRENDON WHO?
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
child's play ah?
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
i've had my fun, so now nothing happened, is that it?
Just leave me alone. says:
forget it. i don't know your boyfriend , i don't know you. i don't really care. so i'll just leave you guys alone.
Just leave me alone. says:
have a nice life.
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
yeah, you have one too. well i'm not too sure where they sell lives?
♥L: Hey unloving, I will love you. says:
if you're lucky you might just find one.
Just leave me alone. says:
OH, fuck off.

I'm surprised. she's on my friendster list.
So do me a favour leave me alone.

Wishlist. :)

KAY since you know christmas is coming in what one month exactly? 30 days baby! and my birthday is also coming in what 67 days. :) help is provided. Haha. Yeah go check it out on the ME section. oh and in advance thank you. :)

All i want you to do is be my love.

Why. hello there. okay what happened? hmmm.
starting workshadowing with HP at the small and medium sales Dep. Tis cool. The people there are amazingly nice and real friendly, there are 2 pantries where mel and i load up on Milo, and an occasional coffee with tons of suger. There's a vending machine where we get our daily dose of Wang Wang. A really cool cafeteria, where the food is reasonable and pretty good. It has nice stuff like chocolate, ice-cream and yohgurt and stuff. :) we went to cooltown too! haha don't ask. But all i can say is CoolTown is er.. really cool or rather Kool or actually Kewl as mel would put it.

Oh i have officially become LISA. for the anklet filming. HEYY. oh. yeah.
I have a problem waking up in the mornings, i mean who doesn't but i didn't have such a big problem when i woke up for school. Hmmm.
Friday brought Drama and again i woke up late, at 12.15pm when drama was at one. Damn. chen still sucks. Oh well. The secones really need to open up and stop saying 'i can't'. I mean if you keep saying you can't then you'll never be able to do it would you?
All i'm asking is TRY. no harm eh?
Okay, i woke up especially early today well fine 9.20am. i know it's not that early but you know i got up not late and to my sexy back alarm. So i'm happy. Oh and even watching Who's line is it anyway makes me happy, it's a good start to Saturday mornings. :D Even though they're actually all re-runs. heh.
so i'm off to do something else. need to bathe. and probably go bowling later. :)
unless someone wants to do something? [BI?] haha kay bye!

P.S. does absence really make the heart grow fonder or is it just me missing you.
Sonia come back!
P.S.S. FOOL.

The life of a log.

Kay, it's kinda late to post already but i came back from camp on friday and have been totally exhausted ever since. and have been sleeping practically continously. Camp would nice filled with the different activities and fun and all the jazz. But i still don't know why i'm so tired. on saturday, i went to rae's for a movie we ended up changing to Nacho Libre after getting confused over You, me and dupree. Oh well, had a nice time before she left us for viva las vegas. Then went to meet the whole family which includes priety and bhavesh now. To go to Vivo. This would be my like fourth time at Vivo and then i concluded that i spend my weekends at vivo. Oh. After failing to get tickets for Casino Royale we decided to get tickets for it at TM. Ate dinner and walked around abit and then headed for TM.
While on the bus, we made so much noise but surprisingly no one told us off. And then there was this malay dude who was sitting like two seats away [we were sitting right at the back] and he was blasting his rock music and i was blasting sexy back. And when my sister and i started making fugly faces and asking priety which was worse, we burst out laughing so hard that the 2 kiddos told us to keep it down and that the whole bus could hear. And the malay dude was laughing too! Ass.
Yeah we finally got to TM and practically ran all the way to the cinema in fear of missing the movie and got there when the ads were going on. :) The movie was good cept for being slightly draggy, i mean what's the deal? i could've watched a hindi movie! hahaa.
Then all of us headed home, including priety and bhavesh who had a nice sleepover at our house.
My tooth hurts. :(
Woke up at like 12 today to discover my mum's old friend at our house. Hmm. i ate and then slept at around 3 cos i had nothing better to do, i woke up at 7.10. i mean how could i sleep that long!
I apologise, marie, could have gone out instead of sleeping.
I FREAKIN S'POSE TO BE STUDYING.
yeah i'll try.
P.S. Anybody know what happened to VANJILL? She's seems to be M.I.A.ing again.

Reasoning.

I realised last night that money is literally everything. And i question why.
I guess i was being really pessimistic yesterday.
Went out with mel to mustafa. and mel was like a little kid in toyland. Haha
I got bored after awhile watching mel spend her never-ending-sum-of-money like water. I being broke and after declaring backruptcy, i could only realise that i might have to go through life like that and i would have to deal with the fact.
We then went to Siglap centre, which in a sense has become like a fourth home.
I talked to my mom on sunday. and the truth is i don't know her anymore. and the conversation was really awkward and i don't know. and then she suddenly wanted to talk to my sister when she had already talked to her. And that was like after 5 mins of talking to her. Ah i don't know what to do, or how to feel, or react.
On saturday, i went to vivo with abi and sonia for the topshop fashion show which was really cool but the stick-thin-blond-giants of models all wore leggings. which i guess is like the really in thing now. Oh well. I then went all the way to pasir ris to go to uncle suraj's house to play the god-for-sake chess. i lost to my brother. and then we went to downtown east to eat chicken rice and indulge in ben and jerry's ice cream. but it wasn't that fantastic. and then we came back and i lost again in a friendly against uncle suraj. Oh well. i still think i'm good at chess. :)
On sunday, sonia and i went to vivo again to get her top we just walked around till it was like 6 and we didn't even realise it. I went back home and had rojak for dinner. :D i love rojak!
Yeah i just had the longest conversation with a friend from canada and it was good.
P.S. I hate it when people migrate. it sucks. totally.