Saturday, September 09, 2006

To him. I'm probably the fat girl who gives him sweets.

Yeah. I'm not my optimistic self lately. I've been dreamy, worried, anxious, disappointed, regretful, happy, giggly, restless, confused and i think i've found a new friend. I hope.

Yeah OBS is in a week. Okay my hindi exam is in exactly 2 weeks. School Exams are in 3 weeks. I see people stressing out and i wonder why i'm not. It's weird i guess i just haven't realised or it hasn't hit me yet. And AUDITIONS are next monday and friday. f***. yeah. It's SYF bloody hell. and Our 2nd play. I don't know what to do. EH. And thanks to Chrystal who went shopping for OBS stuff got me even more worried. I'm confused over OBS, i mean am i supposed to be excited, afraid, should i be looking forward to it or fearing it? And all the homework? September Holidays, my big fat ass. Yeah tell me about it baby. I want to watch the devil wears prada. Dang. and there's no time. I've seen him twice this week and its somehow better when we're alone in tution with nobody else. I found out alot about him. And i'm hoping that me thinking he'll make a better friend then boyfriend is wrong. Totally wrong.

School is starting. Surprisingly, it's just 1 week of school, then OBS week then, 1 week more and then EXAMS. I'm dead.
You'll always be my boo.

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