When will you realise Vienna waits for you.

I have a problem. Why are people so concerned about their future? Wondering and wishing their minds away with thoughts of this and that. The most asked question, what will I be when I grow up. Okay so you've got to earn big bucks to survive in this money-hungry world. And what if you're wondering if you're going to end up a lonely old haggard woman with 27 cats? So what. I would love to have 27 cats. I mean why worry our whole teenage lives about the future. Why can't it just be taken a day at a time. Hopes and dreams would carry you on in life giving you that 'push' that you've always needed. But really why worry? and plus we'll just end up getting creases on our faces.

On another note, my brother randomly told me that he hated singapore and that he wanted to migrate to the states and why because there they are all of the same race. And then i told him he would be the odd one out.
My question is that is Singapore really that bad? I mean think about it. Singapore's like a parent only pushing you on and wanting the best for you. Yes i agree the education system may totally suck but doesn't every country have its own pros and cons? Yes okay the weather could be improved but would you rather be stuck in the middle of a hurricane? or rather wade to work because of flooding? how bout waiting in quiet despiration and fear of the tsunami or earthquake that's about to arrive right at your doorstep. Would you want sunshine everyday compared to London's bitter cold. Would you want your children to be in danger of getting shot and killed in school and have the security within a few steps? Think about it.

And on another note. We all know that life really isn't perfect and get real, i don't think it ever would be. So get over it or deal with the fact that the perfectionist in you will never die. Yeah okay your grades are not the bestest and you can never reach your full potential because why? Potential cannot be measured. Oh i'll have 12 grams of Potential please and add in a little of knowledge too. It doesn't work like that. So how can teachers say such a thing? And if there are those common problems in life then girl, you have no choice but to handle it. And don't try to pretend that everything is alright because really it never is.

I apologise for being such a downer but i guess i realised quite a few things. And if your still reading then. Don't get influenced by this material media. Big is beautiful so deal with it. And do comment on this. I wanna know what you think.