Do we really want to be older then we are?

Oh the days. Just so you know i still think it is tuesday instead of wednesday and am freaking out because theres the NEA and drama too tomorrow. Yeah. WELL. I officially when clubbing. :D the whole thing at MOS. It was a blast. So Lianne, michelle, vanessa, Mavis, Kaixin, and not forgetting lianne's cousin and all her friends. Yeah OH and ME of course. Kaixin wore her 5.5 inch boots nicely making her taller then me. Ridiculous. oh well. Me and mavis discovered the gay bar which actually was another side of MOS where they played techno day and night and co-incidentally was less crowded then the other side. So the other side was a 2 story big dance area. Yeah i liked their toliets. :D the dance floor was freaky and scary. heh. yup 200 bodies bumping against each other constantly. Where the space for personal space. that's what i kept thinking when i was there on the dance floor which was for like 5-10 mins and then me and mavis got sick of it and retreated to the gay bar. AHA. but it was fun even though we didn't get to drink. Eh. We finally piled into li-anne's house at 5am in the morning. Yes FIVE. and i lay around for a while then i took a bath and watched a movie which ended just in time for school. So i didn't get a wink the whole night cept for like 10 mins in Clarke Quay. yeah but the riverside. Well. i'm gonna watch project runway or something. I need to get my life back on track. I don't know what's going on!

oh did i mention there was a whole big hoo-ha about michelle and her fake id. So she couldn't get in and missed out on the fun. Oh and fran was there. OH.

Our Future, literally?

I read Paula's blog entry for today and well it got me thinking. What will future hold for us. It's probably inspired by my horrible marks but what the heck!

I realised that even though the world has a thousand and one opportunities for one somehow they closed down one by one. Perhaps it's on the way to singling out the One Career. For example. My parents never sent me for classes when i was young. Nope no ballet, piano, etc. So occupations like a proffesional dancer, pianist, or teacher even have all been ruled out since my young days. I do somewhat disagree that perhaps these skills could be picked up and mastered in the years to come but some are utterly impossible. Not likely,eh? Since my entrance to 3.8, many many careers have been ruled out. For example, anything to do with Literature, be it teacher, professor, etc. Or even a Doctor, which needs triple science or atleast pure biology. If you get the jist carry on.
The best would be you just not born with the talents. For example. A lovely singing voice it rules out completely singers,etc. Or even without musical talents such as playing the guitar or drums perhaps rules you out from the music industry.

I could give you a ton more examples. But I hope you get my point.

For my future. I have a really bad feeling. A bad feeling that i may land up being some Chemical Engineer or such. I mean what the hell. I could go into theatre but i couldn't do musicals and the media industry isn't big in Singapore so i'll have to travel but what would America or Australia[example] have for an Singapore-born Indian girl? Maybe a Pan-Asian but Get real. It isn't a promising career with many ups and downs like a roller coaster ride.

What I dream. I've always watched the newscasters on channel 5 and imagined me there. So 1) A Newscaster. 2)A Masseuse. I do believe my hands are somewhat magical. No! heh. I think I just need training and i could be a full-time masseuse. Do me a favour, ask me for a massage and perhaps give me a tip! 3) A full time Pastry Chef, or something to do with baking/cooking. Hey you've tried my brownies. What do you think? Could i make a million with my brownie-cake thingie. whatever it is. Training is needed. 4) Somehow i think i would work well in an office. Yeah as boring as that sounds i think i would. Say an Advertising firm. I'm creative, i could do that.
5) A lawyer. Yeah who wouldn't want to be. But seriously, i speak well, i do debate well. Yeah.

Putting this aside. I'd rather wait day by day. Let's enjoy the teenage years. Meanwhile awaiting the dreadful O's. And then we'll see.
By the way. I wanna go to ACJC [Anglo-Chinese Junior College] and take Theatre Studies. Let's see how. Okay?
Some Quote: 'What you do tomorrow depends on what you do today.'

Grandma's little girl.

Sunday was weird. I normally don't spend much time with my 2 grandmothers but yesterday i went to watch a movie with both of them. While they conversed in Sindhi, by the way,a language that i do not speak. I just sat there minding my own business. Like mentally killing the taxi driving for switching his chinese opera on so loud and also shouting in my ear while actually shouting to his phone wich incidentally was on speaker. Also for shouting LEFT and RIGHT every single time i told him to turn. Either he was utterly tone-deaf or he was born to piss me off.

I went to a place where the Indians come to gather it's like the indian who's who was there. It was so weird and my more-social grandma kept saying 'hi' and 'bye' to everybody. OH. yeah lotsa older men and young boys with turbans or rather the buns on top of their head. i have to find out what their called, it seems wrong to call them BUNS.
A little footnote.
I hate lim bey bey. The teacher with many names. Grr. she gives us homework that is due on wednesday. The Friking corrections for the friking MYE amaths paper. Damn. Oh well of to do the wretched homework or maybe i'll just 'FORGET'. Hmmm how bout that, seems like a more pleasing idea.

Aha! A new blog!

Okay. So i've recovered long after the let down of diary-x. I was used to it. It's like you can't teach an old dog new tricks. But I'm not a dog nor am I old. Holidays have started and I have this need to do something.Anything basically. Sadly enough I have started on homework. Oh "pigs can fly" yeah well. With all the homework online it's much easier. I'm looking forward to this holiday. Even though I'm supposed to be in Cameron Highlands at this moment with Sonia picking strawberries. Dang. Drama is off and running after the exams. Planning the Farewell, the camp and not forgetting Dinner Theatre and also most importantly New Zealand exchange. Being pathetic me, I'm getting the butterflies in my tummy. Yes, I'm a weirdo, I agree. But so far so good. I want Mr. A-Z. Jason mraz. oh. I'll have to play around with this blog.

FIFI!!!!!BLOG INVASION!!!!
This is an interlude from a nutter who's going down the gutter. Sooner or later. Hurrrr. Anyhoo.