:)

Its time to paint those nails,
time to enjoy the last week of freedom.
Spend time with those you love,
even if i love you more everyday.
Cut half your brain in half,
and i think you won't be missing no one.
i wish i could do that,
missing too many people,
and too many good ol times.

Sometimes i feel i could love you for the rest of my life. <3

Warmth

The way it is,
I don't know where we're going.
Take it a step at a time, you say.
But can it always be one step after another?
There are gonna be times when we need to change.
And leave this comfort behind.
Adjust our laughs and rearrange those hands.
And just try not to let it show on our faces.

It hurts when i think about it.
To look at you at not be able to tell you the whole truth.
Cos we talk and action much too much.
But i know throughout everything, you'll still be there;
a 100 percent,
i don't want to let you down.

On the edge, of breaking. Ready to explode at any moment. Annoyance, impatience and too much running around. I hate having to cancel plans and say i can't make it, i'm sorry=( I hate having to choose between important things and not knowing what to do cos theres so much expected of you. And it just sucks that i have to cancel on people i miss the most, while they go out and enjoy their holidays, we'll be living in our new home and all i can hope is that we won't explode too soon cos theres just too many things to do. That one second you take a step back, you'll see how those dark circles are creeping up like a neverending abyss and how the snapping could actually do damage, one day baby, i promise.

Comfort

And at times like these, its unimaginable. To be that comfortable with everything. Go with the flow of the day and do what we like. Eat good food with the best company. I'll rush now, because time presses on like that talk we haven't had in ages. I miss the girls so much, cos as much as we have changed, nothing really has changed.