immortal

when you have learnt your lesson,
Remember it.
you can't go on like nothings wrong, cos every other thought is thinking about it. When you've got no where to run but only to hide, is the time when you actually look down and realise. Love pffft, friendship for once is untrue, disappointed with yourself multiplied by like a million and two times. And once you get away from this nonsense, you come out a different person, and its the only thing you can be proud of. Thank god for the maryyys and minahhhs in this world.

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,
If you have to leave,
i wish you would just leave.

change: inevitable
our conversations will soon end up
Small talk
I don't really wanna know how you are or how your day went
Its about time,
To kick the bad habits
Step step step,
i'll see you no.

Much too close, step back missy. Everything'll be just fine. They remind you that they'll be yours soon enough, just wait for the weeks to come. Give up your time, learn to let go, quiet days are the best. Alone time, and learning to apologise. Chocolate smelling hands and dirtied kitchen. I'm the most relaxed i've been in ages so much so that sleep doesn't even matter. chill babeh, we'll get through this.

all grown up

Someone once told me the grass is much greener, on the otherr side.