Day of birth

So many birthdays, so little time. Yet i'm thankful for everything=)
no picturesss=(=(=(

1.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAVIN!(belated)
I'm glad you had fun on your birthday even with last minute plans and all but I had tons of fun just walking, talking and hearing me out=) movie again soon kay.

2.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEL!
Ah, for every time you ask me how are you, just to check. For the smiles no matter what. The 3rd of Oct is gonna be a blast, and please let me surprise you=) We still need to go out sometime soon though with the whole gang, love you tons babe=)

3.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASU!
Coins wasted, i'm sorry. haha you're finally legal babe, no more underage sneaking around! so go partay pindu, but don't forget your dinbi kay=D

spots.

Silence. We keep still. You know what i'm thinking. But only when my face betrays my thoughts. So close till you know exactly where it hurts and more of where it doesn't. Conversations out of courtesy, the beautiful person next to us is intrigued by mindless murmur of lips. I can't tell his race, mr pretty sharpnosebigeyesandfairskin.
Uncharted steps, unplanned frowns, we're getting somewhere. Late night thought dialysis cleans the mind, makes it more open to more dumbass nonsense. I think i get your motive, just don't get you or want to at all. Don't be bobblehead-doll.
Things are getting places, holidays are half way through. Fridays at cgh, briskwalking through the weekend, party life zilch.

yeh dooriyan
nigahon ki dooriyan

s.l.a.c.k.e.r.

rush rush rush.
It feels as if this is todally unimportant.
tricks on your mind, tongue twists a new nuisance.
friendship never fails,
i miss the makciks,(even though i saw minahahaha today=))
awkward goodbyes,
12 minute conversations that i really need.
you're not yourself,
and i don't know why.

run this town tonight

Slow day. Or rather a break from everything else. And a chance to finally catch up on house. Holidays try to show their true meaning, yet projects tumble over and smother even a glimpse of it. Brainboost and a good storming after, 2 projects settled. Still got welfare and my dear noticeboard to do. Still gotta go run, and ton, and make ice cream, and get my hair done, and go clubbing and shop-___- Pictures pictures, print yourself, cos i'm too lazy to steal you and abuse you.









Nerves,
they're getting on.
why are we so similar,
yet so far apart.

We're just kids, what do we know?

lets get it started in here
this beat is running running.

helpless.

Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.Try putting yourself in their shoes.

Its not working. And I still can't help you.
Lack of communication is detrimental yet these days, its unavoidable.
I'm not even trying, cos i know its pointless. But when i do, i end up angry and just plain irritated. Conversations last a couple of seconds, spare us the small talk. I realised i can't live on just how are yous and hows everythings, i hope everythings fine. I really miss knowing you.

why are you so paranoid

Useless conversations, you're repeating what i'm saying. Eyes half-closed,stoning. I'm thinking about expectations, and what you're asking from me. Unreplied messages, just show that you're too broke or you just don't effing give a damn about things that is of your shit. Things you aren't telling me, beneath the whining, i hear nothing. Confusion and happiness doesn't go together. and still i feel weird. 'you're worrying about the wrong things, the wrong things' keeps replaying if my head. i tried. i wish a million things right now. and one of them is that i should be halfway to jakarta by now X[

baby, don't worry bout it
hey there, don't even think about it