Ring.

Alarm bells went off hours ago, yet we haven't moved an inch,
Loud and clear, it cuts through the air,
We all know it, we all sense it.
What doesn't matter,
is what we put ourselves through;
Besides the ups and downs,
the unnecessary overthinking everything,
feelings gone unsaid,
lips are sealed with that awful hot glue gun.
Actions gone unseen,
undeserving eyes don't look your way.
listen with your ears closed,
a nod and an okay simply won't do.
thoughts come and go,
without going twice about it.
Do something,
your corner isn't big enough for all of us.
Then theres a glimpse of hope, under the thorns;
don't explain my broken heart,
fragmented away from you.
when you run, you run back to your roots.
Procrastination; Leaders of tomorrow.

Finally, peace.

I'm finally starting to enjoy what the holidays are really about, instead of spending everyday in and out of school. Camp was tiring, dragonboating was super fun even though no tan X[ Lepaking at the side of the sports hall is the best yet=)
I need to learn how to wake up late, to spend time staring at the ceiling, and to do absolutely nothing at all. Keep that mind in peace, and stop rushing at bullet speed from main comm stuff to my assignments to work to next weekend at ritz carlton.
Still things are different, people are busy, i don't like one armed hugs, fake smiles and things untold. Too many things unexplained, too many like omg likes. Reasons lost in the midst of escape. Showing no emotion at all, features' a stand still. I can't miss talking to you, if there is nothing to talk about. Plans made to be broken, catch me up, catch you up, but i guess i'll see you soon enough.

Everyday,

Exams over, yet i find myself still in school. Still with my friends, aimless we aim. Holidays are gonna be predictable, sadly.

Anyways, back to business.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMJAD ADABI=D

(my favourite picture from the few i have of us together)
Thanks for being my listening ear to the wee hours of the morning. Our secret language and how you'll always understand when i don't even have to say anything. To always showing me the other side when i'm being sensitive or ignorant, which is alot of the time. To making me laugh till i cry, to accompanying me all the time and to all your crapping that just makes school go by easier. Sorry about last night eh? but we gotta let it out sometimes=)

And the next one,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT CHIA!
(your pictures later la, haha!)
Mr Clumps, my tonning buddy. Who's house isn't a house without sleeping monsters in it. haha! Sorry we invaded your house, took over your kitchen, held you hostage in your own room, banned you from coming in the kitchen, and made the clean house dirty! but i really hope you had a fantastic 18=) Thanks for always listening when i had something to say, whether it made sense or not but either way we both would end up confused! More late nights too come, but you get your sleep first eh?

Now for picturesss, whooooooooo! and because facebook sucks i'm uploading majority here kay. (Very very image heavyy)



































NEXT POST, WILL BE MAIN COMM PHOTOSHOOT, BE PATIENT=D