Saturday, March 21, 2009


cheesecake
carrot cake
brownies
cookies

all that have made us gain a little but the smiles they bring and its the late night baking sessions and just talking till our eyes grow tired. and more of where that came from, we still need to beat our record. Plus we really need to finish designing the props for lc play and logistics too eh. ;)

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bimbonobimbohimbohahgoanddie.
holidays overrun with school, but spending time with the whole gang is hilarious,
weddings plans, choreographing bangla's dance, sleeping in class, too much gay-ness and suddenly my heart doesn't beat faster than usual.

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Morning comes,
but still air only stirs.
Good hair days killed by combs
and bad hair days are how to save a life.
Don't stand there watching my every move.
Dance, play, sing, smile, love <3

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Taken back to Philipines by my fairy step-mother.
Given marriage proposals and promises of good fortune.
Pictures taken and sent to the lucky groom.
Since when did we follow tradition?
But when it seems all so indian,
we have been arranged.

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Coffee, tea or me?;
You feel like saying
but then theres an actuall chance they might say you
cos when they look at you,
they might as well just slurp you up;
the only defence is your cookie by your side.


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Thinking too much for my own good, and just reflecting about the gang, and promises and coffee every week, and actually giving a damn.
(btw paupau i'm soooooooooo sorry, call me when you're free from jcjcjc then we go swimming or more ice-creammm=))
i can't believe pasu went to kl without me=(
and makciks, we really have to stop playing and actioning merajuk kay. kareeeoke, movie marathon and baking please nownownow=D

and i still don't see you.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

temptation;



my hair smells of sheesha, yet its doesn't reek, like a bad smell but a sweet apple-y scent. a first for everything, and being driven home like a princess is cherry on top of my surprise cake, but sitting and talking, nothing beats. Serious, honest conversations i adore cos thats the only time you'll actually know what my weird mind thinks. To know that we could live life, trying to figure out everyone around you, trying to understand and know what kind of person they are; is scary but inspiring, but tempting to know yourself and the people around you better.
but i love our once-a-week-dinners yo homie.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

photogsummary;



















(forgive me for trying to action with the camera, resulting in very weirrd pictures=))

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

That aint cool;

Time check: 2.50am
Damn what the shit am i doing awake, but holidays turn us magically into bums and from nerding our way through school, we(or atleast just me) end up sleeping hours past our bedtimes in the wee hours of the morning, early enough to see my brothers wake their zombie bodies up in time for school, but late enough to have had conversations about everything on the planet just laughing till we wake the rest of the family.

Time check: 3.00am
When the freak is the match starting-_-
I just got back from the airport, mum just landed and she looks exactly the same after 3 years maybe just a little more pinkish. and she cried when she saw the 3 of us! couldn't stop staring at my brother and how much he's grown. When at the money changer after changing money. she exclaims at the plasticity of the notes, haha! Can't wait to spend time with her=) cept she's staying with my uncle and not with us.

Time check: 3.13am
hi clement!

Time check: 3.14am
Class chalet yesterdays was the bomb, seriously i love love love the makciks. I know i've said this before but it wouldn't be possible for the makciks and our dear firdaus=) I was kinda glad that bout 80 percent of the class came, definitely would have been better if everyone came but i hope everyone had fun; dropping cheese from the cheese sausages on your shorts, night cycling, mahjonging, camwhoring and getting drunk without me!-_- haha that was one surprise girls! Pictures will be up soon! (sorry i'm on the labtop now=))

Time check: 3.21
I could watch ronaldo stretch the whole day long.

Time check: 3.27
Screaming fans, the red sea in the stadium.
it still hasn't started, i don't wanna see anymore of mourinho gossiping.
Okay start already,
i just wanna see 22 full grown men chasing after a single ball.


Time check: 3.39
The most random-est people are online,
I'm getting a headache, i really shouldn't be typing in the dark.
My contacts are gonna dry and shrivel up and die, all while they are still in my eyes.

Time check: 3.43
FINALLY. kaythanksbye.
till later on=)
OMG manu scored!

Friday, March 06, 2009

my sister said i needed a hobby-_-

His hips moved a little too much,
like he was copying my walk,
trying to match my femininity with his tighty-whitey-tank;
which actually just screamed homosexual in every jiggle he took.

His skin blended into the night,
but his pretty face stared back at me.
Lips tight, as if he hid something,
cheekbones wanting to break the surface,

His eyes were surprising in the dark,
sort of out of place, but perfectly in.
shocked me just for a second, when he started humming,
but then he smiled, and walked right on by.