Insomnia

My after the exams post, 2 days late, heh.
And looking at the past 2 days, holidays are gonna be awesomezzz.
I can't belive year1's done. 2 semesters of nothing but funfair=) so recap shall we? Caution-> tons of pictures up ahead, beware of hump.


I think this was the first day of school, when we stormed the prata shop. haha=)




The best picture to sum up CCN.

llyod and his teddy bear, theres nothing more i can say.




Shaz!


End of sem1?



Farah sweetheart!;)

Random frog outside mensa,

Studying nerds gone mad-> B.A.N.A.N.A.


I wish i had more pictures of us together, cos school wouldn't be complete without you. But holidays are here which equals late night suppers and tonning sessions with the family!

This is my mad friend who has made me go mad with her=)


aishah sayang!=D






Presentations 08/09

Makciks!

I thank each and everyone of you for teaching me how to live through the bores of school, for being there for me when i needed it the most, for sharing secrets with me and actually listening to me rant, go mad, get mad and still at the end of the day, we'll laugh about it. For making me think outside my girls school mentality, and outside the box and see what i really needed to see. However next semester goes or comes, we still have the holidays to party=D

Your song,

When we're all caught up in our books, it hits you and when it does, hard. No point questioning why, how or so? It doesn't matter, cause we've moved on. Past the everyday nonsense and now messages don't seem to matter. The things you do, the new friends you surround yourself with, the ones you hide from in denial. Influence, thats what they call it, stupidity is my word. Change is absolute, don't talk about relative. We're halfway there, and you're only half mine. But this post is too random for my own good. Somehow we'll learn, and somehow things will go back to normal, shit just happens and we all have to make our mistakes sometime, let me make mine but that doesn't change the fact that i miss you too.

Theres a crazy car blasting club beats in the middle of the day, i wish i could join him but maths calls my nameX[

You are the earth beneath my feet;
you are my gravity.

I'm sorry.

Emotional roller coaster of stress. and its gone within seconds and back within the next few. It happens all the time, study, laugh, cry and sometimes cry because you actually have a good reason to do so. But my dear, we're here for you and you better know that=)

Its another thing when people don't get you, and getting over sensitive and overreacting comes along with it. So B, i'm sorry, i really am, to put you through my immature tantrum when you're really one of the dearest friends i could have. We'll laugh about everything else together but not this kay. And (as usual) i don't know why it affects me to that extent, but like you say its time you see the other side of me.

Pakciks and makciks, go study please=)

go on girl, study.

When its not about winning,
you realise things you were living in denial about. Things that were right there infront on your face. Distractions, thats what they call it. Which is this right now. Cellb yells my name. And on a side note, i regret. I can't talk to you anymore because of some other distractions and fuck, i hate it.

Buds over studs, baby, always.

Golden baby.

Beware of the giants.
So conclusion; party of the year, cept too many things going on,
and we'll always spend the next day talking about it.
Green fairy is bad,
70% listerine tasting alcohol, dang.
Buttt everyone looked fanfreakinfantabulous, seriously. Loved the shahi's dresses, espicially Guni's.
Pau, you sexy shit,
the fake moustaches, omg i could have gone as a guy again, but alas.
The fake eyelashes even when you didn't need them!
The to-die-for decor, and the huge windmill in the garden,
choli ke peeche kya hai?
Seeing my best friend dance for the first time in 12 years and rocking the sexy shit outta it.
The forever ever ever.
Our failure to can-can,
our acting like 15 years olds,
when all we are,
is 18.

Beeteedoubleyou, work's getting pointless, unless i make it a routine to join shazzy after work till she finishes work, then we pig out on free sandwiches and coffee, never tasted a better java chip.(btw, babe we have so much in common even though you're an old woman. haha still love ya=))









*thanks to bibi and dodee for the pictures=D

Legal, naked 18th.

I'm stuck, don't know where to begin or how i'm gonna describe the two best nights of my life. I'm 18, legal and what not, but it doesn't change how i feel or how much i love you.

Pictures won't make a difference; there are too many. Too many cameras caught the highlights of the night.

People made my day, surprises will never end. My smile will never grow smaller. You can count the number of teeth showing, no problem.

I've cried a grand total of 6 times, all because of my fan-freakin-tastic friends. I really need to grow up.

I can't tell each and everyone of you all, for all the shit you've gone through for me, all the fishcakes you've told your parents, and all the cramps you've brought to my face. But here goes, i'll try atleast; Thank you=)