Hope.

Hope is a belief in a positive outcome related to events and circumstances in one's life. Hope is the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best. To hope is to wish for something with the expectation of the wish being fulfilled, a key condition in unrequited love. Hopefulness is somewhat different from optimism in that hope is an emotional state, whereas optimism is a conclusion reached through a deliberate thought pattern that leads to a positive attitude.

Take it out of your dictionary, enter not applicable in its place. If there isn't a possibility then say so, instead of putting us through all this shit to come out saying its only fair to everyone, when we don't care about fairness. Saying its a case by case basis when you're gonna treat everyone exactly the same. Saying we considered everything when apparently nobody stood out. Saying it to our faces as if it isn't already slicing our heart into a million pieces. Try to motivate us by saying we're just not good enough. Saying i understand but apparently you're just doing you're job when you don't care.

Don't cry cause its just not worth it.
Basically, fcuk school, and makciks i love love love you=)

You got me crazy.

This is what we do in the lab and i love my makciks.(fyi its bacteria growing on agar=))
Finally open house is overrr! Awesome awesome performances my dears except for the stupid mic problems and mad gay hosien leong.

Its all about you afterall.

Time-off.
Friday night to sleep and saturday to do everything else. The rest of the time to think. It sucks fuck not to get what you want, but in the end you gotta admit maybe you're just not good enough. Or maybe its the fighting for that makes or breaks. I don't know what i'm doing, who does anymore. I hate the bus ride to school because for that 8 or so mins, i sit thinking about him because its on the way to school and i'm stupid and i can't help it. I'm turning 18 in 22 days and somehow it seems no big deal, my answer to their surprised faces and open mouths is turning away. I can't answer you.

electropop.

It still seems like holiday mode. Results are slowly coming in one by one. Its taking foreverrr. but okay la so far its really okayy. I'm getting used to sleeping on the couch with my sister halfway stealing my pillow in the middle of the night. I'm getting used to spending half my life in school with wonderful people. Captain's ball match is coming up! omgomgomg. die. I'm not used to playing defense. freak. Too many projects, And i'm left missing 08 already, its the third day this is not working. I wanna go to clarke quay and dance the night away, i miss my best friend, and watch the sunrise from boat quay and walk home high but totally sober.
I don't get the touch, don't understand the looks or the smiles. Or the fact that we get along so well. Maybe i should stop all these questions, somethings gonna happen.

And the best noo yerr's message,=)
hello din, remember that i loved you in 2008. Remember that you were in my heart since 1998. Its our first decade=) tomorrow we begin our 2nd. I loved you in 08.
Love you tooo buuuu=D
and happy noo yerr to everyone else!