Surprise me, surprised you.

I sit with peppermint white chocolate mousse topped with dark chocolate, a weird match made in heaven. Bless nigella for inventing such a thing=)
Socio can seriously go and die. But i'm still gonna have to mug for it, whether tonight or tmr and tuesday=( cos hss idiots have 2 tests in one week.
anyhooo, aishah's birthday surprise was awesommmeeeezzzz=) SHE CRIED! but we went through the whole of 'geylang' just to find her stuffs, surprised her at the durians and it was a success, yeaahh!

It reminded me of this whole year(well actually started from abnia, to mine, to buu's, to povan's, arun's, casti's, zue's to farah's and then to aishah's. Help me if i forgot a surprised birthday, but damn there were tons. Now minah's, chew's and abi's eh?=D)

So plans for the next week? NARTTHHHING AT ALL except study. WHOOOO.
except i really really wanna go to bugis and shop and i don't know if that can wait?
Oh yeah, port dickson, malacca and KL-> 18-21dec. Pretty much confirmed. which meeeaaannsss piercing on 22nd,ya?

Damn who ate all my white chocolate?=(

Steal my blood.

The only exciting thing that happened so far this week, i gave blood. Whooooo, and to all the idiots who tried to scare me, it didn't work and to all the wimps, it didn't hurt one bit. I think the worst part was that the bandage was too tight-____- haha but it was turquoise! freakin cool plus with friends around me to make me laugh and to make the smell of blood go away=) awesome yo. next year we all go kay?

Mumbai bomb blasts are fucking scary. Okay so you normally woundn't care about this shit cos it not really happening to you but my sister's in freakin motherland! Apparently my aunt's place is one street away from the bombs. OMGFREAKINSHITDIE. yeah but i spoke to her and everyones alright, the only problem is she's not in mumbai but in a city 3 hours away, under my spanish cousin's name, doesn't have her passport with her and there are riots and suspected blasts happening at the train station where she's gotta take her train back to mumbai. So parents say stay where you are and delay her monday flight back to sg. FREAKINTERRORISTS(i wish i could understand you guys's problems, but you shouldn't touch my sister!)

And lastly, (on a happier note) HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISHAH!=D faking sick on your birthday is wonderful cos you get to enjoy the holiday like you should while everyone in school is talking about you. love you babe!

On another note(cos i failed english and didn't know lastly is last) Boys are crappers, seriously=)

Failure fuck.

I tried studying and ended up sleeping on my notes. Great job=(
Bibi, its time for the study week at starbucksss.
BYE PAU=(

and and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH DEAR!=D

Desi girl.

I remain cold these days, i don't know why. So much has happened and even more is going to happen. Who's birthday?=) Maybe i'm baking too much cos the carrot cake was fuck. Shouldn't try altering receipes and i have to remember not to squeeze in orange juice just cos i feel like it=(

The tests are over but somehow Socio tests are coming over the hill, its gonna be a monster. I loved sparks deepavali, freakin sari with fatties showing. Too much eyeshadow and having people calling me chandramugie(sp?) which is like a tamil ghost/devil kinda thing. HAHA! I loved pentas sutera(whhoooo!) with all my malay girls performing(baik sial!) haha no i do not speak malay.
I'm surprisingly loving the whole room to myself or maybe thats just me getting used to the absence of laksaaa, while she has fun in indiaaa for the next week!
I'm not going for drunkfest, yeah!

PAU DON'T GOOOOOOO!=(=(=(

We're not gonna break even.

Hearts beating fast, the night before your big night.
Butterflies ready to take flight in your tummy,
voice humming to begin,
feet prepare to be squashed i'm sorry,
eyes ready to light up,
lips ready to turn up.
Control not to shout my head off,
scream cos i'll see you in the audience.
To keep time and stay alive, not to trip or die.
To please and not to flash,
to wear the clothes of the old and married but to stay young and single but attached=)

haha good luck tmr guys! and i hope my voice doesn't screech like a teenage boy's=D

Days like that, weeks like this.

Nothing will ever replace alone time watching the history boys while the sky slowly turns from yellow to various shades of pinky purpley. Or time spent with the girls every single day during our 4-freakin-hours break or dreaming about the people i dream about. The rain still falls and somehow the number of sniffs in lecture increase. And we just walk around looking for old faces and wishing we were boys cos damn we'd be better men.

and i might just be in love with boys whose names are 5 letters, weird isn't it.

Saturday special.

How'd i give anything for saturdays like this one.
Fall asleep messaging but
waking up early and laying in bed for as long as i want to.
Waking up to music which is not blasting in my ears for me to get up.
Tea for breakfast at 12.30.
Today's plans, baking my dear fudgeyfudgefudge brownies(finally!)
After a long long week, after going back to the usual.
I'm starting to like school once again, only beacause of the special people who make my day special-er=)

Halloweenie's not the same without you.

Pictures speak for themselves, except that rae's friend dressed up as a tree and i don't have a picture! But he was so cute when he tried to sit down but couldn't. HAHA!
-I'm sorry buu, that i'm posting a few pictures up here but i shall not ruin your name on facebook no more!

More visiting! and its probably the last, but diwali was still the best this year=) but i pretty much died after carrying newspapers for cip, but thanks for making me laugh so hard till i cried(as usual), and i was not trying to act macho kaayyy.

So after the previous post, half of all the shit is cleared up(after a whole night of talking it out) and i have a plan for the rest!