Cows.

Okayyy. HI. I've been making myself busy to hide from the facts, like how i miss my friends to no extent, how i haven't see them in years but i don't even dare to make plans cos i know something or the other will come up and further more the only thing i should be doing is studying=(

The past week was a blast, or maybe it just ended well but on a very tired note. I don't feel like blogging, or thinking about how i feel, because i'm still in denial.
I'm so tired, i don't wanna deal with this anymore.
Maroon 5 strike!
Its one more month baby,
hang on, study hard,
die during the week, party every weekend.
Nerd, nerding, nerded.

I got this ice box where my heart used to be, and i fear i'll never love again.

Cows by ~nurwafah on deviantART

arabian nights=)

Lets see lets see lets see. Hi. I'm in a weird state where its something like pre-panic, i know exams are in 6 weeks and i know i've got a heckalot to do, but still i remain rooted to the seat. I know kay.
Friday night was cool, except it wasn't the usual buu's place( wtf is buu?=( ) Don't think i'll ever get enough of the beach and the company. The wind was beautiful and some boyfriend ate his girlfriend. haha!
Saturday was even cooler, when i totally had no plans and then suddenly my whole day was packed. Spontaneity rules! haha holidays are gonna be like that. Where we go places never been before, exploring the museums=), going to yishun and getting hit on by weird tamil guys. Who smiled at me and only got bitch face in return. haha sucka! And then at night to hang at el sheik, enjoying good food and getting fat at the same time, but it doesn't matter cos everyone else is too. Squeezing a bit of studying and work in completes the picture and best of all seeing people i haven't seen in months=)
School shmool. Tests are ruining my life!=(
And i fucking miss Miss Povaneswari D/O Sha-something=(

I'll make it juicy for you=)

I slouch so bad.
Things are going well, except for the fact that i'm enjoying school=) but yeah povan has left me to dieeeeee. Haha! it won't be that bad espcially with the malay girls around but i still feel like something is missing. Don't worry though i'm not gonna start emoing in one corner. I rather sip coffee and talk about life.

I can't believe that my schedule colides so much so that if we want to go for a holiday which is probably gonna be 4-5 days in bali, i have to skip school in the first couple of weeks in november. Totally what the hell. Complications complications. How will i be a nerd then hmm?

Lets talk about boys shall we. I miss them but have sadly realised that i really don't need them. Hmm we'll see what happens on friday ya. I wonder i wonder.
Admiration and liking/loving a person is two different things, and i gotta get that in my head. Stop treating people differently and making a fool outta myself.
I miss abi/abu/pau. where the hell are you guys?
I love icg(bad influences and they know it=))

Babe, i'm sorry for the things i created even though you said its nothing and you don't blame me, but i can't help but feel its all my fault.


I'd better see some people soon=)