Evolution

I think i know what i'm doing, in life who knows right and i'm starting to realise that alot of things are fading, and shit fuck it just can't be helped. I try to prioritize but somehow it doesn't work out. I really am happy where i am right now, just need an extra pinch of buu and pau. God knows what all of us are going through, and maybe its just time of the month. I don't mean THAT time, i mean theres a sometime when we're all really emo and its then that we think to much. Damn, it just hit me Chrystal's in australia=(

On another note, in terms of boys, AND lust aside(yeah i realised he isn't that great, just another sexy indian boy). I wish i could tell you how much we're alike, slap you and tell you to open your big eyes. Countless times have passed where you cheered me up and ended my night with a smile by just being you, and you wouldn't even know it. But, life is the crap shit thing we gotta live in and well thats how it goes and yes, i'm not gonna do anything because i'm actually bound by a vow.

I'll do pictures another time and i think i have alot of thinking to do. Maybe i'll go to starbucks and get my long awaited, white chocolate mocha since its so damn good by myself, so i guess no coffee for you!=)

Kangana

I can safely say i'm happy with my life well besides the fact that i want school to start, and i'm working on the diet/exercise and my goal is by the end of april, 5kg *poof* sounds alright? My last day of official work was on sunday and unless i get some other job(where the shit is gloria jean's?) Yeah but i'm not working anymore=) but that also means no extra monies that i can spend on shopping=( well i'll hafta deal as most of us here do. But yeah sunday was probably the best day of work so far so i thank the Harms and his friend, nicholas=) see abs if you had come and dragged the buu it wouldn't be that bad. He was being a very good 4-year-old kid, and he tried to encourage me to actually do my job which at that time while taking a break from painting i was giving out balloons, so i gave balloons to 3 different south indian men with his encouragement. yeah thanks harms thanks alot.

Saturday was spanish and ooohh baby! cual estu numero de te le fono?? yeah i know how to ask for your number in spanish so know you know what i can do let loose in the streets of spain=)=) so after spanish my sis dragged me along shopping yeah i know its shopping but the only time i don't like shopping is when i'm totally broke and right now i pretty much am=( so we went to the club for dinner and *phew* the waiters, i had a personal waiter called francis but it wasn't my hot one! but yes mr. hot waiter came up to me after i was complaining that he stole my heart and stomped on it and was like 'sorry miss dineesha, i'm very busy' and something else followed by a take care and yeah rushed off=( ehh. oh well pictures shall we?

Oil dripped through her hands.

Don't hi-five the enemy!
I think i blog an average of once per week. Oh the march holidays, and yet i woke up earlier every single day, maybe it was outta excitement but probably cos i had stuff to do. I probably cancelled on alot of people and didn't feel bad about it. Girlfriends over anything, baby.
So so the pictures are from dear PAU's party, a party made just cos we could and damn the food was beauooootiful. Fine adding Os into the word doesn't give justince to the cheesecake and brownies and fondue and the drinks=)=) but yeah the usual of good company, music and food.
Things are kinda settling in, the jc people busy mugging with school and the poly dudes enjoying their last month of freedom and then when we start school it'll be all final. But some things shouldn't be like that as they way some people are acting, does no good. And don't all you sensitive shits think i'm talking about you cos i'm not at all.
And let me just say that i'm so glad half of sac is in tp=) and i found a candy in my course=)
I'm scared of pretty much the unknown, and babe, i don't know what you want so tell me, tell me please.

I'll miss you once,
i'll miss you twice,
and when i'll miss you thrice,
baby you're still busy in your cocked-up world.
Try being a hypocrite to yourself.

I should learn.

Hola!
Alright, after a long while i conclude three things and only three things; JC people, my darlings, study your asses off please( A's are no fucking joke and they're nothing compared to O's), 2nd; I need to get a job and 3rd; damn i love my girlfriends and hate my friends who are boys. Hah. Yeah too long stories for anyone.

Running out of money due to sprees, which are both extremely healthy and unhealthy for me. I can't wait to work so i can earn so much more money and do so much more shoppingg=)
I'm sick of people who know your weak spots and then take advantage of them. Damn youu. But i'm learning, i really am and i'm staying away from them, unhealthy shits.
Yeah sorry being a health freako lately, tea for breakfasts, leaves for lunch, fruits for dinner and then the pig had a doughnut =( but damn it was good=) MUNCHY'S! CURSE YOU AND YOUR FATTENING DARLINGS.
I'm excited for school after a TP excursion today=) ehh, i got excited seeing a sign pointing to the chemistry labs -_- yeah NED full on la. sorry can't help it.
Oh and i got my package! yeahh finally. but it just brings a thousand and one forms to fill and so many people want my autograph! haha i might be going for camp hmmm. i vill have to think, and people are trying to convince me to join dance =O yeah me dancing? NO. stop me before the trauma starts, please.

Hmm but everythings okay really, and i just gotta wait still me dad arrives and then we'll see the silent explosion. Yeah, it'll just be me, paint and lil kiddies tomorrow, so come visit me! =D








Too cool for school la=)