GOLD BABY.

First of all, join me.

It's Gold, It's Gold, It's Gold, It's Gold
It's Solid gold baby,It's Gold, It's Gold, It's Gold, It's Gold
It's Solid gold baby,
HEYGoldmember.

So I assume you know the SAC DRAMA got GOLD.
The message came at 23.50 23/4/07. GOLD.
I screamed and jumped literally, i would put money that the neighbours could here from down below. haha
I called bi first, then joy, then nicole shaan, then rae, then vanjill, then chin, then there was this whole thing with bi and bu and then nic. and bi got shouted at by sonia's mom cos see by this time it was past midnight. Hehe and actually pasu was awake. wow.

So i slept with a smile on my face and woke up with a frown cos my sis was screaming at me, and i was still early and then i smiled and woke up. Hah.
Made my way to school, listening to give it to me, by Nelly furtado, JT and timberland. I don't like the timberland dude. He's so whatever. Smiling just thinking of how we'll all stand up tall and proud when miss loh would announce. The hugs and congrats arrived from every direction and even a pat on the head. heh.

My views on us getting GOLD. We deserved GOLD. No more, no less. Yes no more. It wasn't an honours performance, it's true we could have done better. But see, I'm HAPPY with our pretty GOLD. No regrets, i take the mistakes and the fact that some of us could have done better as just human nature, to be imperfect.
Some opinions, proved to be wrong. And we maintain our GOLD.

So which is better, trying the best but hoping to attain the gold, or knowing you could do better but confident of at least a gold?
What happened to being modest and humble. hmm. Standard's the same, baby. Deal with it. One batch may be more talented, but when it comes to the day, it's on that day, what happens happens on that day. And being confident or worried before and/or after doesn't matter. We all worry, that's life. We all go through doubting ourselves and our stupid insecurities, we're even influenced by other views and opinions. But hey! We did it. And thats what matters.

It just says something, eh? That we're performing in July at the art museum, tickets priced at $20. We're performing it, our GOLD. SYF. Yes GOLD.

Before I forget.
Statistics.
Out of 109 schools.
Two got GOLD. with honours.
19 got GOLD..
Making us top 21. :)
Plus we beat KC and TKSS. I kinda forgot about st pats. so oops.
Shut up and rejoice.

sivam :)

Presidents for life.



Spent days in school, yeah the usual. Been studying much more which is a good sign but much more is to be expected. Much more. Thank god hindi's over, well, for the time being that is. Yeah today was my hindi mid-years. No comments. Eh. I can't believe Miss Kang thought I took malay. What! Hmmm syf results are out on monday. I don't know what to feel. That's how I am half the time anyways, not knowing how or what to feel.

I've been going throught alot of phases. Alters my dreams and my taste in everything. Hmm. Right now, I want to be a geologist and music taste? Shakira. Boys? No time, baby. Studies, here comes me!

I see a couple of blogs bout memories and the past and what we've all been through. Yeah we've been through a hell of alot. Good times and bad. The experiences, forever treasured, sometimes forgotten but brought back by a tiny spark. Wonderful creations are memories, eh?

Yeah yeah. Go and sleep.
Contemplating over whether i should go for the comfirmation tmr. HMMMMMMMMM. I've got tution till 12 and will be home by 1.30. Eh i don't know! I needta study. Dammit. FOOLS. I don't know if i should go. Bleah. Yeah that's the word.

JOY. my president. :))

A few of us debated over whether we would rather save man kind or the world. Of course me holding up the world and abu and mel saving man kind.
Justification: The natural world, meaning plants, the earth, etc, can survive on its own. It doesn't require humans or their useless support. Yeah maybe humans will come up with a genetic derivative of the plant to make it grow faster, become more immume to viruses and such bullshit. The reason why humans do that? Increase productivity and yields of crops. Why then do humans put so much time and slavery into this art of horticulture? Because, we need them. The plants, the trees, the earth, the soil, the sun, the everything, and not forgetting our depleting ozone layer that protects us from the rays.
Why save mankind and forget about the earth when you can save the earth and thus save us, humans from extinction. We can live without them, they can.

Madness is private, a velvet secret

Listen, listen to the moonlight. Its light will turn your limbs to fluid, and your head, your arms, your legs will dance in time with her voice.

Emochild.

How can it rain so much?
Just look at the sky now, I wonder.
But then it stops without any alarm.
How can one cry so fast, so suddenly, so much
and then stop all of a sudden.
If I cry like that, will it be enough
to relieve the droughts and give
the people what they dance for,
will it be enough, for all
the forests, trees and shrubbery,
will i fail and fall
and spill my falling rivulets.

It rains even more;
I don't understand.
How can it rain so much?

Written, thursday afternoon, outside the primary school dentist.
I'll update about friday the 13th in the next post. Feeling bit too emo right now and like a total mean bitch. But yeah. Good to be back, eh? Looking for a new layout. :)

Bloggerisshit

Maneater

Yeah this just testing out.

Awoken from deep slumber